…Abraham, can you speculate why homosexuality is such an abomination to me
By Twe Stephens, 14th Feb 2012 | Follow this author
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An excerpt about Abraham talking with God before the destructions of the cities of sin. A fascinating in look into the rationale and nature of God.
…Abraham, can you speculate why homosexuality is such an abomination to me
“…Abraham, can you speculate why homosexuality is such an abomination to me? Though you once knew this, can you bring to remembrance the cause of the baring of teeth that occurred billions of years ago, on this very ground on which we stand? Outside The One, all is distilled vanity without hope of substance, a fleeting nanosecond nothingness”
Abraham struggled to bring anything to remembrance, for he absolutely believed The One; but the memory was an untouchable just out of reach, almost a déjà vu. Abraham blinked stoically unable to grasp what this mighty being was attempting to convey.
The One felt deep compassion, knowing he was incapable of remembering when all his brothers sang with joy so very long ago.
The One continued seamlessly, “And for this cause called blasphemy, I will wholly destroy the Jordon Valley with the cities occupying it; it is a stronghold of nauseous evil blowing acrid smoke into my nostrils. Nevertheless, I will go there and see the dark deceptions Luciah wounds my children with, before I fully destroy the valley as a stark testament and holy testimony against this abomination forever, throughout the baring of teeth to all mankind. It is so that mankind will forever be without excuse for celebrating abomination.”
For a moment, Abraham wondered who Luciah was but fought the rising interrogative. His thoughts raced to Lot and his clan who lived there. He knew his nephew actually moved into the city holding high office in its government. It was the King of Sodom’s gift to Lot, in proxy for Abraham destroying the four kings.
Abraham looked into The One’s eyes sensing deep love and compassion overpowering him. It made him bold against his will as his soul brimmed with deep sorrow; he took a deep breath, sighed, and spoke.
“Will you destroy the good and the bad alike? Peradventure, shall fifty good people be found within the city: will you destroy all? Will you not have mercy for the fifty who are within? Let this action be far from you my Lord, do not to slay the righteous with the wicked; for should not the judge of all the earth do what is right?”
His heart fluttered, and Abraham dropped his head looking pensively at the ground unable to look into The One’s eyes, wondering what insanity made him so bold before his Creator like this. But, he remained powerless from expressing the deepest all of him to this mighty being, whom he loved with all his heart.
“If I find fifty righteous people in Sodom, then I would spare the city for their sakes. You think I should forgive because they are incapable of believing my determinations, or expressing who I am to them. You think it is not entirely their faults because they were seduced by the flesh, which wars constantly against their souls? Are the infidels who war against me loved less? That is not the case Abraham, for I love all my children and desire all for the eternal life they were constructed for.
“I show you the heart of The One regarding his children, for I hide nothing from those I have called to my service. Regardless of mankind’s sin or propensity to be blindingly deceived, I swear I never created the evil all creation drowns in - for that would make me guilty of the lion in the nursery hypocrisy.
“For how could I create a lion with full knowledge of its nature, and then voice love for those inhabiting the nursery – that is illogical and evil, though mankind wants to believe I am that kind of God. I will nevertheless, make myself known throughout the earth by the judgments I execute here today. For though I love mankind despite their abominations, I love them too much to let their iniquity compound continually with impunity.
“Though you do not remember this, the birth of evil started with a simple kiss a long time ago. Abraham, this suffering and evil surrounding us is my schoolmaster that will save your brothers and our family.
“Believe me; this suffering is absolutely necessary to save the maximum number of my children. But despite that suffering, I must reassure this world drowning in mysticisms, deceptions, and moral failures, that I am still Lord of All.
“My greatest creation is not creation, but the relationship I have with my brothers. I only tolerate evil because of the great love I possess for them regardless of their actions; it’s my sacrificial act because it gives me unfathomable pain just by its very existence. All creation, nevertheless, struggles to believe that any other softer system would only result in more of my children walking into the lake of fire.
“Yet, I cannot allow this massive stronghold of evil to flourish with impunity. It must be destroyed so it cannot compromise all creation as evil almost did before the Great Flood. If I do not destroy those cities, I might have to destroy the earth again as I did before. And I don’t want to do that.
“This intelligent cancer not only affects mankind and the billions of Angels who are your brothers, but possibly, even the eternities you cannot envision. Though you do not remember, I verily say to you they are still our family whom we have always loved. It is important for you to understand my heart in this matter, for you are my friend. Though I sense your deep sorrow and compassion for those inhabiting the valley, all my children still remain the highest singular priority in the eternities of my life. But nevertheless, The One is not like man that he should repent of destroying evil; you will behold and see with your own eyes the final reward of the wicked.”
Abraham didn’t know what to say as he struggled mightily to comprehend the magnitude of evil in the entire world, the pandemic summation of wickedness within the hearts of men that only The One could see – he was unable to. But he couldn’t help but continue regardless of the consequences too terrible to process.
And The One felt deep sadness; he has not processed a word he said.
“Behold, since I have begun, have mercy for I am only dust and ashes without any understanding. Suppose, there are only forty-five righteous, will you still destroy the cities because of the lack of five?”
“If I find forty-five there, I will not destroy the cities.”
“How about forty?”
“I will not do it for the forty’s sake.”
“Please don’t be angry with me for asking again. But if there be thirty be found there then…”
“I will not if there thirty are found there,” The One interrupted.
The One sighed deeply, but Abraham couldn’t help but continue; he was powerless to abandon the maniacal illogical.
“Peradventure there shall twenty be found there…”
“I will not destroy them for the twenty’s sake,” The One interrupted again.
“Please Lord; don’t be angry with me for I swear this is this last time; suppose only ten are there?”
“Then I will not destroy it for the sake of the ten.”
The One paused touching Abraham gently, feeling great compassion for the souls who occupied the warzone constructed to redeem his children. Yahaveh hesitated thinking of the eternities the soul Abraham had loved him, and he brimmed with compassion and mercy for this soul Yahshua created at the Great Construction so long ago.
The One cracked with emotion “Let me take my leave to see if ten are there.”
Abraham watched The One leave without moving, ruminating about what God said about the stronghold threatening to destroy all creation. Though he did not fully understand, he couldn’t help but deliberate on his serious lack of a rational response to that catastrophic threat; he was a fool with no understanding trying to put himself in the very sandals of his Creator. He studied the manuscripts many times, from Adam and Eve, the fall of the Mountain Nation, the first and second World Orders, the Great Flood, and the first and second influx of the Nephilim.
He knew The One absolutely hated evil, and that he should too, for he strived faithfully to wear his name. But evil often possessed a good personality and a becoming smile – some who shook their fists at The One were his best friends and staunchest allies. He sadly realized his unending prayer should be for God to slay the wicked, for they were his spiritual enemies that took his holy name in vain, habitual sinners without conscience, spitting contemptuously on his holy dainties, refusing to honor he who created them.
Should I not hate them, O Lord, who hates you? And I should loathe those who war against you, hating them with perfect hatred, counting them my bitterest enemies.
You understand all of me, fully acquainted with all my stupidity. I know nothing, not even me, because you Lord know me altogether. You have hedged me behind and before, and kept your hand upon me.
I will praise you no matter how I feel, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvelous are all your works regardless of appearances, and for that, my soul should leap with joy – for I know you love me. You saw all of me before I was ever created – and out of the unimaginable souls you didn’t create – you chose me above all of them, even before I was constructed.
How precious should all your thoughts be to me, O God! If I should count the times you’ve thought of me, they are more than all the sands of the earth. Forgive me Father, forgive this stupid old man who knows less than nothing, though inside I’m full of lies that I don’t. And for that, I wail endlessly for I’m unable to fix any part of me…
Abram collapsed to his knees, hot tears raining from his eyes: for he remembered the fullness of the earth and all creation belonged to The One, who commanded manifest destiny to do whatsoever he wanted with holy impunity. Abraham realized his loftiest ideals were nothing but muddy water running down a dirtier drain, trying to blame God for his shortcomings and glaring character defects – his soul screaming it was faultless for being created the way it was, robbed of picking its own personality. And he remembered anew The One was absolutely sovereign; that in itself was an unacceptable heavy kick in the pride of the flesh, and sadly, he found even he was not immune. The One must think me a stupid fool, a grasshopper without any understanding for having sympathy for evil.
And a troubled Abraham stood up, slowly traversed the stony road towards his tent complex wondering what madness overtook him to parley with his Creator that way.
But he was incapable of remembering the second immutable truth; only a fool parleys with The One without love in their heart.
If Abraham had remembered the loving brotherhood of old, or the agape love of The One, he wouldn’t have felt any guilt for loving the pagans whom God still deemed absolutely priceless. And he never understood the great sacrifice The One would make to redeem all his children back to him.
The One walked, towards Sodom pondering the tenderness Abraham held for his fellow man. And God sighed deeply, hating this fishbowl universe stratifying all his children in the darkest evil of blinding stupidity. Yahaveh rounded the bend ruminating his parleys with Abraham, to confer with David and Michael about the scalding abominations infesting Jordan Valley.
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