LL0 : Saga of My Love Perfect
Love letters are the essence of a love relationship. Here is the biginning of a Love Story narrated through Love Letters between the two - The Lover and the Beloved.
Yes, I am in deep love with Rajni, a perfect beloved of mine of my imaginations since the days, I started realizing a need of a soul-mate for myself. This platonic love has been going on for over 40 years now. I have often been writing love letters to her, of course with no response, as I found none to match the form and attributes of Rajni in accordance with my imaginations.
With availability of Internet connectivity, I had been writing articles online on various websites, and also been on the lookout for my Rajni in the world womanhood. For the latter purpose, I have my profile and friends on many websites in expectation of finding some one compatible to my imaginations.
About 15 days back, in a dream I found Rajni with form and attributes of my imaginations of my passionate beloved, but with a wide gap in our lifestyles – I being a rustic and she belonging to a wealthy urbanite family. Never the less, Rajni took me in her embrace, provided me all her love.
Next morning, I wrote a letter to Rajni and published it on a website. It was positively responded by a polish woman who resembled exactly with Rajni of my dreams and imaginations. But for her circumstantial compulsions, she can not come forward to be my soul-mate. Still she loves me, and I extend my platonic love to her, assuming the character of Rajni as the essence of that woman. For the purpose of my love, this Polish woman is the physical existence with Rajni as her emotional counterpart. Thus the love continues between us. As I write more love letters to Rajni, the Polish woman responds in her full spirits of being my platonic beloved, but not beyond.that point, to begin with. Still, the possibility exists of my finding my Rajni in body and spirit in that Polish woman.
The Publishing Project
I plan to put on paper this saga of my platonic love to Rajni in the form of love letters between me and Rajni on the website wikinut.com, with this as the background post LL0, followed by serialized love letters with titles beginning with LL1 : …., LL2 : …., LL3 : . etc.
LL1 : Beginning of the Journey of Love.
LL2 : Beauty of our Platonic Love
LL3 : What for I Love You