My Love Life, In General

By Rachel.Isnady, 10th Aug 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/438_qx01/
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Just before I headed to bed tonight, I was sharing a few things with my sister in law that had to do with my “love life”. At this moment, the people who fill up my love life is God family and friends. I appreciate their love and care on so many levels. Its a wonderful thing to be loved and cared for. Everyone wants that feeling, but I realize I dont want a relationship. I think on and off even if I even want to get married, but I shut my self up so quick cause I doubt my heart agrees.. I always wanted to get married since I was young. Hey I use to practice my walk in my long hallway at home, so?? Now I changed my mind?? But what really is hurting me is watching females my age in useless relationships. No im not judging, its the spirit of discernment! Like the relationships arent give and take anymore. The scale never sits even anymore. These female are brain washed into these relationships compromising 87% of the time.( the rest of the time they are sacrificing on what they compromised on, oh Jesus!) And it takes pain to realize.. it went too far?? seriously? And you know what honestly scares me? ( I am being realistic here) A deaded relationship after 3 or more years. Were they praying? What was their purpose? Where they even on the same page?? Do not accuse me of judging ( anyways this is MY blog page so yeah man up a little) but you waste your time unless that relationship changed his/her or both their lives. And also I look at these relationships, then I see me and become so afraid of the pain. The long nights of “letting it burn” and starting over. I’ve been through it and it hurts.

But now I have a solution.. i need to “turn my eyes upon Jesus look full in His wonderful face..” then and there I will walk in His path and never endure something that even best for me. Walking with Jesus doesn’t mean you will get everything you ask for. Trust, walking with Jesus only means recieving everything good and bad, that will break you and make you look more like Him. All you have to be is willing and available.

…so that was it for tonight, I guess my thoughts wondered so far and caught up with me lol. but hey at this age, I am not interested. Yeah, I know a few nice guys willing to work things out but no offense, I believe Christ have more for me. its either they have potential to be better but are lacking or the brother is just a friend ( mostly what it is). For now im into my schoolwork and earthly mission. My future as an individual interests me and I praise God that I am interested in that and not “sinking low into earthly desires”. (not saying im perfect, but im glad my desires are strict and grounded in Christ). Be mindful prayer is POWERFULLLLL. and I know I am exaggerating but I have to. If you want to change your desires speak with Christ and He will do what He needs to do so that you and Him are walking hand in hand. PS: He recently helped me overcome a longterm struggle. It was only Him, believe me I praise and thank Him, because He was the only God who could have done it.

Ladies, guard your hearts and becareful what you get into. Remember we have power to say yes or no.Take advantage!! so many times what we get into tends to be our decision not the fella’s so be smart and well grounded in your morals. Fellas, listen to your heart…no not that one, the one that sits in your rib cage.

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Rachel.Isnady
Hello. My name is Rachel and I am a undergrad student. I enjoy writing as a hobby and also being informed. When writing I enjoy topics that relate to spirituality,hair care,relationships and etc.