Usually a Mentally abused child grows into a low self esteem adult
By S. Nicole Green, 23rd Jul 2011 | Follow this author
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I have low self esteem and don't believe i m beautiful. there are some days i feel pretty but that's because of the make up. I believe the reason I am like this is because of the way i was raised and never hearing i was pretty or beautiful then which makes it hard to believe now. I'm sure one day someone will come along that makes me feel like I do the days i feel pretty like that everyday. Or something that lets me believe it in self.
Believe
I've been hearing lately from people I am beautiful. How do you expect me to believe any of you? Me hearing this is something new. Growing up I've only heard it from a few.
So it is hard for me to believe it is true. My self esteem was drowned long ago in a pool.
I put my self down which I cant help and is so wrong and cruel. People think this makes me a fool. But what else am I suppose to do? Being raised neglected feeling like a ugly useless broken tool. I wish someone can make me smile and feel brand new.
So i can believe what everyone else believes too. One day, Some day, for always.
I will meet someone in-creatable, who in my life will be unforgettable.
That gets me to believe and see what I should have always seen.
That I am beautiful and should love being me!
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