A challenge for my heart

Sandralee By Sandralee, 16th Jul 2012 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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Experiencing the side of life that withers the soul gaining the strength and determination to see that my life as it was and how it is becoming, the room for growth and change after all my life experiences .

I am changing like a butterfly changes in the cocoon

Me....changing my life straight from my heart,
Dissecting it, ripping and shred it apart....
How can one woman find love unless
she her self loves ... herself?
Fighting the changes and the chances to change...
Lost in a train of thought
No gain..ha ! right that in its self is pain.
Letting go was hard, to find my inner strength did I have any?
You look in the mirror each day and see your memories...
Mine seem at times to fade.
Like washing out the fabric of my life and the colors seem to bleed...
There is no real color, there is real pain to remember.
Tears flow and the rushing of the blood through my veins.
Feel the beat of my heart as I sit quietly...
My life my mind my heart
will never be the same.
Seems as if now the random thoughts ramble ...
Listen close to the unsaid words... the thoughts that can control.
The life once that was whole.
Fear is only a word but it is real and it has feelings...
Ready to prepare my cocoon for habitation...
No real solid thought to build a foundation.
This silky envelope spun by the larvae of many ..
... . to protect
as if
and by my memory to protect ....



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Changed Life, Changes, Changing Thoughts, Dignity, Growth, Hate, Love, Truth

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author avatar Sandralee
The love for my children drives me to leave a legacy of hope and faith, a desire to attain the highest goals and never limit their chances to learn and grow.

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author avatar Retired
16th Jul 2012 (#)

Lovely! Thank you!

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