After a long break, what changed?

ashart By ashart, 11th Sep 2013 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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Been away for a really long time, in between this period of time, what are the events that happened in my life... What are some of the new experiences that I have gained?

Events that happened...

The last time that I've posted was June 2012, yea, that was more than a year ago. No, I did not give up on writing, I was just too busy with the changing events in my life that I push it aside. In this year, many things have changed, relationships between me and the people around me. From strangers to friends, from friends to strangers, etc.

I spend time sitting down at Starbucks, sipping my coffee and sketching people as they walk by. Makes me wonder, is there anyone out there who is experiencing the same kind of emptiness that I am feeling? It is a kind of feeling that is indescribable. A feeling that I try to cover up by buying the things I like and eating food that I crave but no, this empty feeling stays.

I tried keeping myself busy by going out with friends or spend quality time with myself to try to understand what happens but, to no avail. I stare at the people around me, are they feeling what their expressions are showing? Are they feeling genuinely happy? If yes, why?

I have asked myself thousands of questions, is it because of expectations? or am I not contented with what I have now? Is there something missing? What is that missing thing that I'm lacking? Up till now, I still do not have an answer but I'm still seeking for it. Maybe I should spend more time on putting my feelings into poetry about everything that I've experienced. So, watch out for some new read!


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author avatar Stella Mitchell
12th Sep 2013 (#)

Perhaps the Lord could help to fill the void and give you a real meaning and purpose to your life my friend ....Just a thought .
Bless you

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author avatar Trillionaire
12th Sep 2013 (#)

I agree with Stella.

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