Ashtray Memories

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This is that hallow place in our loneliness where memories come calling and we go tumbling into dreams of our own.

Ashtray Memories



Ashtray Memories

I once had dreams
of you,
hot visions unfolding
on twilights edge,
but now I sit alone,
occupied
within the vacant spots,
the dark parking lots
and whiskey drops,
no more
than a cigarette
worth of thought

to foul the evening air with.

The Empty Blue Evening



This is my
blue night, my
silent communion
spent between my own needful dreams
and myself…Spilled into
in the empty blue evening
where other eyes
cannot see

what was
and what was not.

In Times of Weakness



Here,
alone again
in this sterol white room
I notice the emptiness
on the overhead speaker,
the emptiness
that comes’ calling
in times of weakness
when life has left us
to the frailties
of our own needs,
our own drained thoughts
quietly crumbling.

That Hallow Place



This
is that hallow place
within the cure,
that empty place
that shines a little colder,
and crawls a little deeper
under our skin
until we begin
to find a certain comfort
in the light
and in the shadows,
like a disease
that crawls
into a weakened body
starved of any Godly nourishment.

Where We Become Lost



And it is here
at long last
where we become lost
within the emptiness
of another four A.M. room,
white, sterile, and cast off,
left to our own devices
(you and I)
to our own want-full needs
before we learn
that it is finished
within us
who must
bear up
this wooden cross
- - -
Slivers and all.

uTAH jAY

Photos by uTAH jAY

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Alone, Life Experience, Life Journey, Life Lessons, Lonely, Memorable Moments, Memories

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author avatar Utah Jay
I have been writing since the beginning of time it seems, not because I want to write, but because I have too. My favorite form of writing is poetry, all kinds and types of poetry.

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author avatar Utah Jay
9th Oct 2014 (#)

Thanks Mark

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author avatar spirited
9th Oct 2014 (#)

When our thoughts are all drained away, we certainly do feel lost in our rock.

I have no answers for you, my answers are cold ones too.

Out of the ashes comes your writing though, be warmed up a little bit by that Utah Jay, we your readers certainly are.

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author avatar Phyl Campbell
10th Oct 2014 (#)

Great ending. Just loved the emotion.

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author avatar Utah Jay
10th Oct 2014 (#)

thanks spirited

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author avatar Utah Jay
10th Oct 2014 (#)

Thanks Phyl

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
10th Oct 2014 (#)

Awesome indeed!

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author avatar Nancy Czerwinski
10th Oct 2014 (#)

Utah jay, great writing. I could feel emotion in these words. I absolutely loved the picture titled "Cold As Winter Calling"

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author avatar Utah Jay
12th Oct 2014 (#)

Thank you so much Fern.

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author avatar Utah Jay
12th Oct 2014 (#)

Thanks Nancy. The picture was taken just outside my front door last winter, just goes to show that beauty is where you find it, glad you liked it.

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author avatar AjaySinghChauhan
25th Oct 2014 (#)

Excellent post

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