Caught in the Light

kaianni By kaianni, 7th Aug 2013 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/d0jm8oeq/
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As my story unfolds in this journey to a relationship with God, I have been given some very clear signs. I am grateful for these even in the midst of my logical mind trying to make some other excuse.

No Going Backwards

(This was originally published on Bubblews last Sunday August 4, 2013)

On the way to church this morning (yes I did go back) I had to stop at the same stoplight just going the opposite way where I heard God in a song on Wednesday. I looked up in my rear view mirror and guess what I saw? The road I was on curves almost 90 degrees to the left coming right up to the light. Behind me was a dead end cul-de-sac. In the rear view mirror was the big yellow sign that said

NOT A THROUGH STREET

Well then. That is actually quite good news, God, thank you. I never want to lose this feeling anyway. This whole process has been absolutely amazing. If you have been following my break down, it is now officially a break through. The dross is cleansed; I am now just catching light. Not to say I don’t have negativity in my life, we always will as humans.
I gave the $4.44 tithing as planned and danced and held my daughter tight to the wonderful live band. Wow, what a feeling! I have heard Christian Rock before and some of it just honestly feels like it is not quite there, the heart of it is still trying to be found. This band is there. The message was again about Multiplication in every place in our lives. It was about letting God multiply what we need until we have abundance so much so that we can give it away! Hmm. I think I have been getting this message for a very long time. I am not sure about the money side, we will see! What is the most important is the love that has been growing in me.
There was a sign on the way before the stop light that says “Are you ready for the HEAT?” The ad was for air conditioning, but isn’t that interesting? I am out of the pan where I was burning my feet looking over the edge with trepidation and doubt. I am quite much so in the fire. And it feels absolutely wonderful.

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God, God And Jesus, Gods Love, Light, Light In Darkness, No Going Back, Progress

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author avatar kaianni
I am a freelance graphic designer, Academy of Art University student, mother, and photographer. I write poetry, fiction, and about photography, life and love.

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
9th Aug 2013 (#)

Warm feelings of being there and soaking in the feeling of love and receiving benediction - siva

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author avatar kaianni
9th Aug 2013 (#)

Thank you Siva!

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