Dark Black Mind

Vernazoa By Vernazoa, 25th Nov 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/1eelmyfe/
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This is my experience when I had a nervous breakdown, I hope you never have one. It's scary. It's just as tho' you have nightmares during sleep and awake hours,too.

Daymares and Nightmares

Loneliness is empty of emotion and people.
There may be vacuums of boxes around
your mind.
The brick wall is your psyche.
Let me out.
Stark night ...Open your windows to
others and caress the fleece jacket
you wear on your heart.
Red cells search for oxygen and light.
Meditate on your mind opening up.
Reach out and grab the faith of healing.
Positives will take you out of the box.
Don't be scared, you will only find yourself.

Possibilities

When psychological abuse and trauma to the body grabs you, it's hard to escape.
I surfaced from all of this over years of scars and memories.
It is past me now. Don't give up the ship, keep rowing. you are not the captain of that
ship, you don't go down with it. Remember that.

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Fear, Loneliness, Mental Health, Nerous Breakdown, Scary, Sleep, Verna Hendrickson, Vernazoa

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author avatar Vernazoa
I write for pleasure and have seen good and bad times just like most people. I am a twin, I have a twin brother and I also have two lovely children.

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author avatar Jack Wellman
27th Nov 2011 (#)

Beautifully done my friend. Your an amazing writer with such a gift.

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author avatar Vernazoa
27th Nov 2011 (#)

The gift is God given. I am perfectly Verna and you are perfectly Jack. We are all perfect. God does not make junk. Amen.

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
27th Nov 2011 (#)

Thank you for sharing your traumatic break down event and how it felt.
hugs.

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author avatar Vernazoa
27th Nov 2011 (#)

Thank you Mark, I love my hugs.

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author avatar Buzz
27th Nov 2011 (#)

Your poetry is your outlet, my dear friend. Writing is very therapeutic. Love and blessings.

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author avatar Vernazoa
27th Nov 2011 (#)

I agree with you Buzz. My writing is helps me cope better and may help others too?

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author avatar Delicia Powers
5th Dec 2011 (#)

powerful, and well done...

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author avatar Eunice Tan
16th Dec 2011 (#)

This piece is well written.

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author avatar D in The Darling
16th Dec 2011 (#)

Simple and straight forward. Nice one friend.

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author avatar vpaulose
25th Dec 2011 (#)

Dear sister Vernazoa,
Thank you for your friendship and promoting me in this site. Wish you a Merry Christmas and a prosperous New Year. Hope the new year will bring us closer and make us more fruitful.
Paulose

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
1st Jan 2012 (#)

Hello there, Verna. So happy to find you again and read your God-inspired poems. What traumatic days and thank God, you have stepped out to the open air again - siva

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author avatar Avik Chattopadhyay
1st Jan 2012 (#)

very well written... excellent

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