Drug addiction

carly135 By carly135, 30th Apr 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3g9l78ev/
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Trying to escape reality by using drugs, depressed, lost and alone

Drug addiction

I didnt want to be this type of person
Its just my way of escaping reality and the rough spots in life
Ive tried so many times to quit, the withdraw symptoms are more severe
So its as if i feel better on the drugs
Im so lost i dont know what to do
Im losing friends and shit to this problem of mine
I just dont know how or what to do to fix it
My memory is becoming blurry, making it harder to focus on school
Im done being this "badass"
I wanna be a good kid and get good grades and actully do something with my life
Cause with all these drugs at this rate id be lucky if i made it anywere in life
No job would ever accept me for who i am
Im scared if it doesnt change soon im gonna be stuck in this hell
With no help, or guidance to better myself
Cause im trying to better myself
Im done living this "thug life"
Ima try to do what i needa do to get all this shit away from me for good

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Alcohol, Ciggerttes, Escasty, Marijuana

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
30th Apr 2014 (#)

Very interesting poem, don't do drugs!

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author avatar MarilynDavisatTIERS
30th Apr 2014 (#)

Good morning, Carly, I have been in recovery for more than 25 years. There are solutions. Any good detox facilities near you? Make some calls today, hot lines, United Way in your community, look online, some charge, some are free, reach out and there will be some help for the hell. I know, I found it. Keep us posted and you are in my meditation today. ~Marilyn

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