Fear Of 'The EnD'

Punavi Arora By Punavi Arora, 28th Jan 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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Every individual have tendency to make mistakes and the one who truly feel his/her guilt always have the fear of 'The EnD'.. End here means end of realtion, end of trust, end of feelings and not The ReaL EnD{death} ...

Dont make Guilty MoRe Guilty

I made a mistake.. I cried whole night .. Alone .. Hugging my pillow tight ...

Nothing was intentional.. And i knew i was at fault.. I didnt show it ... Or may be i did but just a bit..

Inside i was broken.. Trying to assemble the pieces.. Carrying the burden of guilt.. What my mistake built...

I had tears in my eyes.. The moment i realise.. That i hurted someone.. The one who means a lot, i dont know what i just thought.. But i kept quiet ..

Just Messaged the other person sorry.. But it wasnt over in there.. I had a burden of fear... What if my mistake resulted me in losing my friend.. It broke me even more, THE FEAR OF 'The END' ...

When i tried to talk to other person.. What i found was a strange behaviour.. The one i never like.. I know i am at fault.. I regreted.. Cried ... And then gather some courage, and tried.. Tried to atleast talk... So that again we be able to walk ... Walk together with the same comfort.. But the behaviour 'punavi' got, it hurt...

The one who made mistake.. Is also aware, somewhere .. Then why don't we give a try to understand, give them a hand , and help them in coming out, when they shout,
"It Was Me Who Was Wrong.. And I Am Ready To Accept It, I Am That Strong" ..

Guilt is inside me.. I am having tears in my eyes, see.. Stop hurting by making me regret again and again, guilt hurts less, others give more pain...!!

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Friendship, Guilt, Poem, Poem For Friends, Poem On Guilt, Punavi, Punavi Arora, Punavis Poem, Relation, Trust, Writtings

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author avatar Punavi Arora
I m nt a poet or a proffesional writr...i write just because sumthngs cant be just said to othrs but yeah they can reach them thruh writng..so i write 4 those who arnt abl to speak dre heart out..

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
19th Feb 2014 (#)

Nice post

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author avatar Punavi Arora
17th Mar 2014 (#)

thanks fern

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