From my Old Notes: A Glance on Oblivion- A letter from Mathew

Selriel By Selriel, 5th Nov 2015 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3f9_cup8/
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Memory is the way of collecting things you love and holding on things you never want to lose. Mathew, for the love of Athena, wrote her letter to hold on memory of his love. This is the original version.

Dear Athena

As I am writing this, I am still fresh with the memories of our past- never fading and remain as sweet as ever. It still lingers in my mind and vividly emblazons on every thoughts I have.

As I'm continuing this, I wished to invite you to reminisce the time when all were started. We began as friends. We had been best friend sharing same interest and somehow views in life. I used to ignore my other friends saying "opposite attracts" and murmur that our feelings have nothing to do with any charged particles. For all I know your the one I thought I would never have- a friend I grew to like or perhaps even love.

It was a very strange feeling, a feeling I never felt before. I kept this feeling to myself. During those time I knew it was really love. Although I am not sure it was pure and sincere. And I am not sure if I could make it last to it's noble end.

Our swift friendship ended when our differences sprout. I thought it would be easier for you if I keep my distance .It took me great pains to take other route just to avoid you.

I found out about your plan of leaving. But I just can't find the courage to talk to you or say what my heart is longing to utter.

Finally I tried to settle things down and reach you in anyway. But I failed! You put me in deep depression. I thought getting you back will remain as a dream far removed from reality.

I shudder the thoughts of not seeing you again, of missing the biggest part of me. I'm waiting helplessly to hear from you, and if I do, of you forgiving me.

But for now, it seems that all I can do is wait. Although depression and loneliness weigh me down. But i never run out of hope instead there's a spark left and if that time comes I probably won't let go.

I am never loosing faith that someday, somehow, in time when I still have a part somewhere in your heart, you will turn to me once again. And I hope that God's plan for us will never end this way.

Still loving you,
Mathew

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Learning, Letters, Life Experience, Look Into My Eyes, Love Poem, Love Poetry, Love Story, Memories, Memory

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author avatar Selriel
An accountant who is fond of writing poems.
I love being a writer, it gives us the opportunity to tell stories, to create a character, to design a situation and be God of our own writing.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
5th Nov 2015 (#)

Interesting post!

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author avatar Retired
6th Nov 2015 (#)

that was SLAP A?? AWESOME

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