Here (a lyrical poetry for Edison, who determined 'half' of my fate))

pinkscarf_insomniac By pinkscarf_insomniac, 2nd Sep 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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Did I do it because I don't know who I am?
Did I get here because I'm just trying too hard?
Forgive me. I didn't know myself.
Forgive me. I was just trying too hard.

Here

a lyrical poetry for Edison, who determined 'half' of my fate

The puzzle pieces don't quite fit

There's always a mismatch

And I always get embarrassed.

Why is it that you're all far away

and still making fun of me

Why did I grow miserable and insecure?

How did I do it

And how did I get here?



I had a dream

And all of you showed up

in here.

We're close right now

But our bonds will fade away

soon

Then should I still ask myself

How did I do it

and how did I get here?



When everything's forced up

even my yesterday's smile

and my yesterday's love

for you

and I get fed up

tomorrow

that I should not ask anymore

Why did I do it

and why did I get here.



Why is it that I still love you

and you still don't love me

And I'm tired of

asking myself why

did I do it

and why did I get here?



Why is it that I always have to

catch up with you

and always caution myself with actions

Whenever you're around?

That your silly shadows still linger upon me



Most, why didn't have much fun time with you

Why do I miss you

And now

Everything's covered up

in nostalgia,

mess and total regrets!



Did I do it because I don't know who I am?

Did I get here because I'm just trying too hard?



Did I do it because I don't know who I am?

Did I get here because I'm just trying too hard?



Forgive me. I didn't know myself.

Forgive me. I was just trying too hard.



Why should we even try so hard

Why didn't we know who we are

Why should we even try so hard

Why didn't we know who we are

in the first place.



Everybody asks,'why?'

Evrybody asks 'how?'

Everbodyy asks why.

Everbody asks how.



Everybody.

Oh. Just,

Everybody.

Tags

Poem About Life, Poem About The Heart, Poem Of Agony, Poem Of Encouragement, Poem Of The Heart, Poem On Life, Poem On Love, Poem On Nature, Poems, Poems About Life, Poems About Love

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author avatar pinkscarf_insomniac
Mary Jesusa Acosta Villegas
18
Associate in Arts
University of the Philippines
poetry, blogs, paintings, sketches
mariareignsinchrist.wordpress.com
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author avatar vpaulose
2nd Sep 2011 (#)

I appreciate your poem Mary. Keep it up please. Will you be a friend of mine?

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author avatar pinkscarf_insomniac
3rd Sep 2011 (#)

Of course vpaulose. I'd love to. :)
Thank you! :)

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author avatar Buzz
2nd Sep 2011 (#)

Cute and lovely page. Take good care, pinky.

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author avatar pinkscarf_insomniac
3rd Sep 2011 (#)

Thank you Buzz. Naeexcite po ako makita lagi ung comment nyo. haha. :)

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