Here now, there tomorrow

Maryam By Maryam, 10th Mar 2010 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Poetry

I find something and I always have to let go. I have to keep moving from place to place.Leaving behind things that mattered.

Here now, There tomorrow

Forward, cannot go, backward neither,
Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks.
I know I am leaving something behind,
And it is tearing my spirit inside.
Choices have always made me aware
Of contradictions in me - so unfair!
It seems that it all has to come down to me.
I wonder if someone my struggles can see?

Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight!
Alone, be alone, and from it all hide -
That's my first impulse that won't get me far.
Is that way for many, or is it my star?

Maybe I should have simply there stayed,
And prevented the so unknown fate
That chills me and makes me so scared.
Who knows how I would have otherwise faired?

But my life has passed in change after change,
Now in security I feel too strange,
And my restless heart does make me go on.


Missing the best thing in my life

Such a shame, I let go,let go I did

Moving and shifting is ever my song!

Tags

Alone, Change, Choices, Fate, Impulse, Leaving, Scared, Struggles, Unknown

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author avatar Maryam
I love to read and write. I write about my life and everything around me.

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