I Hope there is a Heaven. The Invisible Man

Terry Trainor By Terry Trainor, 21st Dec 2012 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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The Invisible Man poems are a tribute to a beautiful little friend. The world has lost a real angel her beauty cheer all.

I Hope there is a Heaven. The Invisible Man

Across the fields of golden corn there are no subtle waves just wretched waves,
I stand and look and it takes me back to bitterness no clean bright golden days,
I remember standing here with you but you have gone no more smiling at my side,
This was many, many years ago your smile was my sword but you left me you died,
Often I stand in our place with vengeance and anger seeing what we once both saw,
My eyes well up with warm tears I need revenge to calm my hate as never before,
And through my tears I see you my throat burns looking across our favorite place,
So young so pretty full of life my heart stopped, there is so much I cannot face
Living always with sadness trudging through a ruined life it’s been so very long,
You visit my dreams every night then again you leave in the morning you are gone,
And so starts another day of sadness all alone and a heavy aching, bleeding heart,
The words I need do not exist they never will all is pain as it hurts to be apart,
So I get on with my life through its blackness, play the part of a very average man,
Deep inside hidden under hate and bitterness we will be one again, I hope we can.

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Bitterness, Hate, Revenge, Sorrow

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author avatar Terry Trainor
I am a Poet.
My passion is to write about nature and the history of nature.

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author avatar LOVERME
21st Dec 2012 (#)

you are very descriptive

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author avatar Terry Trainor
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Thank you LOVERME

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author avatar vpaulose
21st Dec 2012 (#)

Nice poem. Thank you.

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author avatar Terry Trainor
31st Dec 2012 (#)

Thank you vpaulose

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Terry my friend , you have brought him back , thank you . Now will you tell me please is this real ? did the Invisible man really lose a beautiful young friend , or did you make her up , and is he still angry and bitter inside ?

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author avatar Terry Trainor
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Way back in the day when I was 12 we used to have a school bus. I it was a double decker, the sort where you jumped on and of of the back. We were turning right and the bus slowed to a stop because of the traffic and to cut down the walk back from the bus stop she jumped off. She was hit by a moped passing the bus on the inside and was killed. I had many friends but I had know her since we were five and even at that young age we were in love. We only used to kiss and hold hands. Whenever I was with her I was walking on air. When we were out playing we waited until the last second to go in on time. She was my angel, I had a terrible home life and she made my happy. I was very drunk years ago, long after she passed away and I had a dream. I was walking along by a black iron fence the came to an entrance to a park. I went into the park and she was with quite a few people and she was skipping. We looked at each other and she smiled. There were a group of other people carrying roods and it they were wearing robes. When I woke up I was heart broken. These two events, specially the first one will stay with me forever. That's why the invisible man dedicates all his poems to Erica. I have not told this story in any depth before but now I am getting older I don't mind so much.

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Bless you Terry for sharing this with me ,and yes , I do believe all children go to heaven , as the Lord says , for us all to come to Him as little children , for as such is the Kingdom of heaven . It is as people become ' adult ' that cynicism gets in and childlike faith gets thrown out with the bath water . Maybe that is why the Lord has put me in your path , to let you know that for you to see Erika again , you must trust Him , because she is very happy , with Him .
God bless you and your loved ones always ..Stella

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Terry , I am going to write an email to you later concerning the 2nd part of your comment . It will be for you personally .....I have to go and help my old friend now . So I will catch you later ..Stella

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Terry my friend , you have brought him back , thank you . Now will you tell me please is this real ? did the Invisible man really lose a beautiful young friend , or did you make her up , and is he still angry and bitter inside ?

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

Every life leaves many stories - most untold - siva

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
22nd Dec 2012 (#)

that is so very right Siva , and Bless you too

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author avatar Terry Trainor
31st Dec 2012 (#)

Thank you

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
24th Dec 2012 (#)

very interesting Terry.

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
24th Dec 2012 (#)

I have emailed my comments Terry

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author avatar Robb714
24th Dec 2012 (#)

Very touching, thanks!

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author avatar Terry Trainor
31st Dec 2012 (#)

And it is very kind of you for reading it. Thank you Robb714

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