I'm being quiet daddy because you don't like when I'm crying....

Maja By Maja, 2nd Apr 2013 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/41knaljj/
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I lost my dad a year and a half ago.... I'm still fighting with accepting his death... I wrote this in his honor... Love you dad

I wish heaven has a phone so I can hear your voice...

I feel big pain in my chest but I don't allow tears to show.... I miss you so much.... I had a dream about you last night... You held me strong in your arms and with the tears in my eyes I told you how much I miss you...and you...you told nothing. They say that you don't know what you have until you lose it... And now I'm asking God for forgiveness for not being thankful for everything I have ... That's why He took you away from me. I'm torturing myself with thoughts that I wasn't a good daughter to you, I didn't appreciate you as much as you deserved but then I remember your words ''This is God's will, you have to accept it''. Your words are still in my head,your voice...I wish I could hear you just for a minute... Still can't believe that you're gone, that you won't come.... And still, after a year and a half I'm waiting for you to show on doors, when my phone rings I think it's you.... I'm waiting for you even tho I know you won't come.....My wings are broken without you...Thanks God, he created me of you, thanks God, he gave you to me, thanks God he allowed me to be raised by you, thanks God he allowed me to be with you as much as it was meant to be... Having you for my father was an honor... You was, and you will be my hero...always !

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Dad, Dad Daughter, Dad Poems, Daddy, Daddys Girl, Daddys Love

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Born 19.06.1991., Graduated from medical school, student on medical university

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
3rd Apr 2013 (#)

What in depth feelings, Maja, that will touch the heart of any father! I believe your father will guide you in life no matter he is not physically present here with you. And he will wait for you patiently to embrace you later in due time - siva

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author avatar Maja
3rd Apr 2013 (#)

Thank you so much for these words... I know my father will always be with me, but I still can't accept the fact that he's gone forever.... Time heals everything and God will give me strength to continue on

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
3rd Apr 2013 (#)

Very sorry for your loss. It sounds like your father was the type of father all men should try to be, but do not blame yourself as the cause of God taking him. That is not true at all.

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author avatar Maja
3rd Apr 2013 (#)

My father was the best father in the whole world.... I'm blaming myself 'cause I didn't spend more time with him, even tho I knew he'll leave me forever... Thank you for your compassion

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author avatar LOVERME
26th May 2013 (#)

we all love our fathers
fathers show we don't
I have just composed a few poems
womder if you read them
on grief and dads
solace may come to you perhaps

i lost mine decades ago yet i haven't forgot him so

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