In search of myself

Shashi Mehta By Shashi Mehta, 2nd Nov 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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I think , if we look closely at our real self, we might discover horrible truths about ourselves and by acknowledging them, we might know who we are.

In search of myself

I have started questioning every action I do, if not every thought I think. When I do a particular thing or want to do a particular thing, I ask myself why I want to do it ? What is my motive? It helps me understand myself. I have also started looking myself in the mirror of relationships. And take my word, its so dreadful. Because most of the times, I come to the conclusion that I am selfish, thinking of my own comfort, taking advantage of others to my own benefit. I have realized that I think highly of myself, though I am guided by desire to fulfill my own greed. I see anger, envy, jealousy and violence in myself. I feel the deep urge to hurt the one who hurts me or might hurt me...etc....etc. I find that there very little love in my life and lots of sorrow which is self created. And I find it rather funny that I am always caught in the trap I make for myself and then feel frustrated. I can see my insecurities and my habit of living a stupid and dull life.
I am in search of myself and I would love to share my findings with you.

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Ego, Egocentric, God, Meditation, Metaphysics, Philosophy, Relationship, Search Of Myself, Self Awareness, Self Discovery, Spiritual Life, Spirituality

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author avatar Shashi Mehta
I am a working woman, from India. I have a keen interest in writing poetry of all kinds.

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author avatar Retired
2nd Nov 2011 (#)

Deep article! We are good and evil and we must embrace our nature. We cannot be either positive, or only negative, as if we try it, we will see that life will try to balance the situation. Good luck in your search!

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author avatar Shashi Mehta
3rd Nov 2011 (#)

thanks

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author avatar Rathnashikamani
3rd Nov 2011 (#)

Your search within you will lead to the discovery of the real "I" that exists in every creature, and that is the ultimate truth.

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author avatar geetbhim123
4th Nov 2011 (#)

Discovering oneself that to honestly is great.I think every one goes through this cycle once in their life time.

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author avatar sukkran
1st Sep 2013 (#)

having the aim to look within you and taste the very nature of your being is an excellent place to start. nice post.

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author avatar BiristerSharma
20th Mar 2015 (#)

Nice article. Searching thyself is knowing what is going on deep inside us.

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