Listening to Messages from God in Numbers

kaianni By kaianni, 7th Aug 2013 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3fju7abe/
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Religion>Christianity

This is my continued journey in allowing God to come into my life. There have been so many synchronicities, how can I not pay attention?

4:44

(This was originally published on Bubblews last Sunday August 4, 2013)

I was waiting until today, Sunday to post this. When I went to church on Wednesday, I was talking to a group there about numbers. I just felt I should say something about seeing 11:11 all the time lately. What that has meant to me has always been a sign post that I am on the right track. It represents the divine reflected in the flesh to me. Not in a way that is like believing I will find some mystical portal leading to aliens, just a way to check myself in messages that seem to come. It also has been a hope for love, two wholes reflected back on each other. One of the women at the church asked what 4:44 was supposed to mean as she sees that often. To me, 4 is the number of the heart chakra, which of course is opening to LOVE.
We were speaking about tithing during this group discussion also. I tend to clench up about the 10% as I have always taken the negative stance (please suspend judgment for just a minute, I know there will be responses to this, just hold up a second) that it is manipulation to get the church money. Yes if you think about it logically they need some influx as of course they don’t charge a door fee like some dance club. Still, it has been something that has been an issue in my mind as it could be a place for abuse to happen.
I am not in a very good place financially right now. In fact, I am not sure if I can pay my rent if I pay my bills this month. Many can relate. I was talking with a friend about when I bought my camera on Wednesday night (or was it Thursday already? I don’t remember) and went to look at my bank account history as I was too lazy to go dig out the paperwork. My business account balance was $44.44.
Now, you don’t have to be a math wiz to know 10% of $44.44 is $4.44. After the initial reaction, I wanted to think on it. It was not until the next day Thursday afternoon that I pulled the money out and sealed it in an envelope with the words “For Love” on it.
This is deeper than romantic love to me although that is integral to our existence is it not? Our lives surround around it and depend on it at least in act from our parents. Love is not just about romance. It is the core of everything!
So whatever happens, I am listening to that clear message. That is what I was asking for, a clear message on my path right now. I have to figure my situation out. My family needs me to make the right step about money, and to open that up to abundance. I had also posted about wanting to help others. I don’t need much, I just want have enough to be able to give instead of always being needy.
Today I give over to love
Entregar ao Amor! Surrender to Love!
All content ©Aeshnidae Aesthetics aka kaianni

Tags

Message, Message Of Encouragement, Message Of Hope, Message Of Peace, Messages From God, Number 4, Numbers, Numbers Matter

Meet the author

author avatar kaianni
I am a freelance graphic designer, Academy of Art University student, mother, and photographer. I write poetry, fiction, and about photography, life and love.

Share this page

moderator Steve Kinsman moderated this page.
If you have any complaints about this content, please let us know

Comments

author avatar Stella Mitchell
7th Aug 2013 (#)

God promises in Malachi Ch 3 verses 8- 12 that if we do our part , He will open the flood gates of heaven , and pour out a blessing we can not contain. That sounds like a good deal to me , and I have proven the Lord faithful to His Word over and over , even when I have had nothing in the kitty to live on ...
Take God at His promises, and He will never fail you .
Bless you Kaianni
Stella

Reply to this comment

author avatar vpaulose
7th Aug 2013 (#)

great

Reply to this comment

author avatar kaianni
7th Aug 2013 (#)

Thank you, Stella! I am learning to listen and not get caught up in the negativity again. I just want to stay in that place of peace and full love and let that come through all I do.

Blessings to you as well!


Thank you, vpaulose

Reply to this comment

author avatar Retired
8th Aug 2013 (#)

negativity has a value but only spurring and target setting value....it is like that spark that can even blow the fuse..so must tc

Reply to this comment

author avatar kaianni
8th Aug 2013 (#)

I am not sure I completely understand what you are trying to say... I think that was a comment on my fear around past beliefs of tithing? I am trying to shift my view, it is hard when you have nothing to give as far as money goes.

Reply to this comment

author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
9th Aug 2013 (#)

We come with nothing and leave with nothing in terms of physical possessions. So we should enrich our souls and lend our shoulders to the wheel of creation guided by an unseen hand. We can give but not everyday and a time will come when we have to take from others - so let us do both with our hearts, guilt-free, and finally leave having done what we could. The beauty of creation is we know what is right and that applies to other species too - siva

Reply to this comment

author avatar kaianni
9th Aug 2013 (#)

Thank you,Siva, for your words of wisdom!

Reply to this comment

Add a comment
Username
Can't login?
Password