Musings of a Silly Woman...

cnwriter..carolinaStarred Page By cnwriter..carolina, 27th Jul 2012 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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All of us grow old this has to be unless you die young. Aging is a difficult process for some and maybe not for others...depends what goes on in your mind and emotions and how you feel about yourself. But always the divinity, the loving will shine from your eyes for your eyes are windows of the soul...

Oh dear what can the matter be....

Sometimes it seems to me there is no room to sing a song and hum a tune
The prickly heat eats at your heart and turns your corpuscles blue instead of red
I sit here and I do write my raison de'etre nowadays
for you ignoramuses that means reason for being
My words fall on dead ears like the dead leaves on the ground shuffled under foot by heavy boots and stiletto heels

That part inside smiles at all of this the secret part that I do not show to the world
unless my words sometimes display the truth but what is truth

My truth is different to your truth for sure that is why we disagree but sometimes we learn from that at least I do

Keeping on....

I will keep on keeping on as I have done for so long now
So many things experienced so many lessons learned not always easily
But here I am today a better person than I was my loving pretty clear for others to see to share the spirit inside of me In any way I can and this I do

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Sometimes they say bad things and do mean things to me and hurt feelings come of this until one day my friend told me what they say and do has nothing to do with you, it is a reflection of what is going on in them
Such wisdom yes but how often I have heard the saying, beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Just as is everything else so sigh a sigh of relief for when you know you are good let no man's words make you think differently.

Knowing who I am....

Meanderings of consciousness they take us here and there and everywhere
What are we but a bag of bones rattling inside a skin that grows old with age and changes oh oh oh
Sometimes we regret we have come so far especially when looking in the mirror and wondering who is looking back but then that is only what is on the outside
Inside it glows the radiance of divinity and through the eyes the soul looks out
At least this part of me I can enjoy and do for I recognize my divinity and know I am a child of God taking wee small steps and sometimes large ones
Enduring all things going past my judgements, letting go of my fears and concerns
travelling the higher ground where divinity is made manifest

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Age, Caring, Carolina Natan, Cnwriter, Dead Leaves, Experiences, Growing Old, Lessons, Love, Silly Woman, Soul, Spirit, Words

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I have been writing on food, wine, travel, cosmic creation and erotica for over 30 years I do horoscopes and numerology and light readings.

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author avatar stevetheblogger
28th Jul 2012 (#)

cnwriter
Beaute est dans les yeux de celui qui regarde. (haven't got a french keyboard so could not put the accent over the E)
Great article and you were being a bit hard on yourself. Loved the the read as always
Best Wishes
Steve

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

thanks so much Steve..just saying it as it is!!!!

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

and thank you Mark for moderating and giving me a star...it is appreciated....

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author avatar Steve Kinsman
28th Jul 2012 (#)

A bag of bones you most assuredly are not. Thanks for taking me along on your journey.

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

well how nice to hear from you Steve K...and thank you

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
28th Jul 2012 (#)

Would one rather not be silly than boring and dull?

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

I definitely am not boring or dull!!!!!!

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
28th Jul 2012 (#)

You have spoken for many, Carolina. We have to travel our paths with trepidation even. But is not the journey exciting even with creaking bones et al? People reflect who they are though some cover up a lot but the lid is blown often. Balance makes our lives fulfilled. We will never be forsaken but rewarded - siva

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author avatar Md Rezaul Karim
28th Jul 2012 (#)

For me life is different from others.
The distrust, betrayal and misunderstanding-
Full of conspiracies and strange ways of complex thinking by the closest ones and dearest ones-
When the isolation and loneliness become so dear-
When all are expecting rather than watching what they deserve-
Love withers away!
Pain and anguish-
Sometimes thinking negative derives-
The selfishness and petty domination destroy the normal and easy relations-
Love becomes phony or showing things-
Kind of weapon to have it all.

Thanks cnwriter for sharing this.

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author avatar M G Singh
28th Jul 2012 (#)

Another fine post

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

thank you Siva, Md and Madan for your comments and your wisdoms...

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author avatar Don Rothra
28th Jul 2012 (#)

Nice work. I often wonder what story would be told if my brain was hooked up to a printer and all my thoughts were gathered and put on paper.

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
28th Jul 2012 (#)

it would be most interesting I am sure!!!

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author avatar Ptrikha
2nd May 2014 (#)

Wonderfully written!

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
2nd May 2014 (#)

thank you so much Ptrikha...

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