My Angel in Heaven

Terry TrainorStarred Page By Terry Trainor, 18th Apr 2013 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/w05b26_y/
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A lonely old man cannot get over the loss of his lovely wife. He has nobody to talk to so he talks to his wife hoping she can hear him from heaven.

I Hope you are Happy

Yes my dear I know you’ve gone but I thought I might have a chat with you anyway. Just been to the shed to fill the scuttle, had to make two trips, as the scuttle seems to get heavier every day. It’s the cold I can’t stand, once it sets in it’s a bugger to get warm again, I will go to bed once the fire starts to go out. But I wish you were still here I am so lonely and miss you so much, now I am beginning to sound silly, never used to be silly but times change and so do people. Made myself a pork chop for tea with some boiled spuds and some carrots, that will see me through. You were a great cook my little angel, hope you are happy where ever you are and it will not be long and I should be with you.

The Postman

Postman came today and I had a little chat, but I could see he was in a hurry, he couldn’t wait to get away. No one comes round any more, but can you blame them, who wants to talk to a silly old man? The dog’s dead by the way the vet told me it was the kind thing to do, well that’s all part of life. But I do miss him he kept me company, always a good natured dog, all ways wanted to be stroked. I must admit that’s how I feel some times, just someone to be nice, just someone to care.

I can feel her Holding my Hand

Do you know that sometimes in the night I wake up and my hand is warm, just like someone had been holding it tightly. I often wonder if that was you watching over caring as you always used to, but it was probably not, but I like to think it is, just a hope, you know, it’s just that I’m so lonely. Where’s my tissue, my eyes are watering and my nose is running I’ll just pop into the kitchen to get some? That’s better I can see now silly old fool.

When We Where Young

I often think of you when you were a young girl when you looked at me your eyes shone and your smile made me the most happiest man that had ever lived. You were and have been my dearest friend and my only love. Sometimes I get angry that you left me on my own, but it’s not really anger, it’s my love for you it’s so bloody hard my heart is broken what can I do? Every day I wake up and think you are still here, but when the sleep turns to reality and I realise I am alone in my lonely world my heart breaks again just as it does everyday and my bitter sadness starts all over again.

Your Picture

Your picture on the mantle piece smiles down and it makes me happy and sad at the same time. And do you know what I’m sure you do hold my hand when I sleep and make me safe in my lonely world. I dream my dreams of tender kisses and the hugs that were so tight it was hard to breath. Watching you picking flowers and the joy on your face as you handed me those flowers with a lingering kiss that made my body tingle with a happiness that is impossible to explain. I miss you so much my sweet little angel why did you have to go?

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Growing Old, Holding My Hand, I Miss You My Love, Loneliness, Love, Past Times

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author avatar Terry Trainor
I am a Poet.
My passion is to write about nature and the history of nature.

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author avatar Terry Trainor
18th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks johnnydod

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
18th Apr 2013 (#)

That's the old Terry back again , and in great form. Brilliant Terry , and well deserving the star . That's as good as your best poetry . So be encouraged and keep up the good work . I love the pictures as well.
God bless you with peace and health .
Stella ><

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author avatar Terry Trainor
18th Apr 2013 (#)

Stella you are an angel from heaven. Your kindness is so profound I look forward to your beautiful comments I am so lucky to have you as a dear friend. Thank you my little wikinut angel.

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author avatar Stella Mitchell
18th Apr 2013 (#)

I'm just so glad things are working out for you Terry . Maybe a mini 'blip' every now and then gets things sorted out and in perspective , but only now and then . Too often , and the white coats start appearing !!!..Two stars in a row , Wow !. Go to the top of the class and hand out the pencils my friend .! excellent !
Blessings all round .
Stella >I<

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
18th Apr 2013 (#)

first congrats on your star Terry...this is a great piece and pics too...good on you me dear..so glad you still with us...

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thank you cn 'me dear'

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author avatar Mariah
18th Apr 2013 (#)

That was lovely Terry
Glad you found the reason to stay
Mariah

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks Mariah, just had a bad, sad day

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks Mariah, just had a bad, sad day

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author avatar Songbird B
18th Apr 2013 (#)

Wonderful and so moving my friend, you so deserve that shiny Gold Star! This is beautifully written..\0/x

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks Songbird, you sre so kind.

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author avatar Kingwell
19th Apr 2013 (#)

So well written. You deserve the star.

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thank you Kingwell my dear friend.

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author avatar Susan Jane
19th Apr 2013 (#)

A lovely and well-written piece that touches my heart. Such a wonderful star page, Terry. Take care and write more. You are indeed fortunate that you had such an angel in your life. Never let go of the memories.

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks Susan say hello to Australia. We nearly went on the £10 fare.

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Very moving with in-depth feelings, Terry. Our relationships can be sadly broken anytime and so every every moment is precious. I have seen few elderly talking to themselves and I know who they are talking to now! siva

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thank you Siva.

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author avatar Delicia Powers
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Tender and very beautiful Terry...lovely indeed.

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author avatar Terry Trainor
19th Apr 2013 (#)

Thanks Delecia you are always so kind.

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
20th Apr 2013 (#)

My Angel in Heaven loves me true,
With the love given to One not few.
Pulling me closer just everyday,
Showing me passion now here to stay.

Its the love that none can see,
Always there and looking at me.
Holding me gently way up Above,
Pouring forth cleansing with great love.

My Angel in Heaven where are you,
I need you here and love you true.
Hold me gently I need you more,
You are my life my sweet endure.

By Anisha Achankunju (C) Lady Aiyanna 21st April 2013

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