My depression Story

silverleaf By silverleaf, 29th Jun 2015 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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I will write about my story , about my depression that allmost killed me .

Depression

I have been in a battle with my depression for a very long time now, for over 10 years. here is my story!
As a child, I grew in a small nice town, it was pretty nice I was playing all day with my friends, we were a lot of kids and we all would go outside and play for like 8-9 hours every day, it was the dream childhood for me and my sister.
However, things started to change more and more, because of my father that was an alcoholic, a very violent one I may say, not to me or my sister but to my mother, many times for no reason at all.
The scandals done by him were more and more frequent,
At one time I remember, that he and his friends (from the same apartment building) had a barbeque or something similar on the roof of my building, but after a few beers, they become violent and they started to argue, soon they started to curse each other, soon they were fighting and one of them almost fall from the rooftop of the building, after that all of them leave.
Manny times were when my mom was beaten with the fist and me and my sister were trying to cover her (cause he never hit us) but all that was pointless, EVEN so when worst day was to come! I still remember so clearly that day,
Before he come from work, tired from all the scandal and all the fights my mother threw all the alcohol bottles from the house, but When he came home and find out that there was no more alcohol left started to become violent and started to hit her, hit her so hard all over the body, after that started to take her from the hair and drag her across the floor, and next drag her out of the house, and on all the 4 floors out of the building, while me and my sister tried desperately to stop him, and tried to call other neighbours to come,even so nobody came, (they were all afraid of him ) , In the end my mother took us and we moved to a rented place without him.
After all that my depression started to kick in little by little, I ever had some psycholocihal problems, but they were resolved, after my mom got her divorce, he was left with the place, so we moved into our place, from the rented one.
since that day I never really go out to play. and so I started to find a new venture to waste my time on.
After a while, I became addicted to my computer, playing video games, watching movies all day, this lasted for a very long time.
Even so in the last 2 years, I’m so much better, thanks to my spirit guides, angels,And I feel like I’m reborn again. (but this is another story)

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
29th Jun 2015 (#)

It is sad when parents fail to take on responsibility of their children especially when they are young and vulnerable. I am happy that phase is over - siva

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
29th Jun 2015 (#)

Well alcohol causes hassles and I am surprised you didn't send your father to rehab. It shows that you were brought up to hate him. Good luck, explains your depression, deprivation of fathers presence and love.
Been there and came out just fine. Ask your mother what did she do to stop him from drinking and why didn't she stop him from hitting by going to rehab. Explains your negative ascension.

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
29th Jun 2015 (#)

Well alcohol causes hassles and I am surprised you didn't send your father to rehab. It shows that you were brought up to hate him. Good luck, explains your depression, deprivation of fathers presence and love.
Been there and came out just fine. Ask your mother what did she do to stop him from drinking and why didn't she stop him from hitting by going to rehab. Explains your negative ascension.

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
29th Jun 2015 (#)

Well alcohol causes hassles and I am surprised you didn't send your father to rehab. It shows that you were brought up to hate him. Good luck, explains your depression, deprivation of fathers presence and love.
Been there and came out just fine. Ask your mother what did she do to stop him from drinking and why didn't she stop him from hitting by going to rehab. Explains your negative ascension.

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