Road to recovery

carly135 By carly135, 24th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/2-n432rw/
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losing hope, trying to cope and recover from it all, finding it hard to do

Road to recovery

I'm slowly losing hope, my mind racing
How did I get to this place?
I've taken so many chances and wasted so much time
Your not understanding me
What I had to learn is to keep an open mind about life
And look beyond people's words,
there's many things unshown
all you people be out to get me, im losing my mind
My mind cant control me anymore
A drug filled world is where I live
Marijuana to get high and escape reality,
Nyquil to sleep, cigarettes to relieve stress
In my fucked up world I got nothing better to do
Living life sounds make believe
getting so wasted and stoned aint the life I wanna live
really
I wanna be able to succeed in high school
then go on and enjoy life as a normal person
I'm on the wrong path, sooner or later things will really get fucked up
so much rage inside me
feeling lower and trapped in confusion
I want things to go right for once, but they never do
I'm not giving up until I reach the end of the road to recovery
that place where the grass is greener and the sun shines brighter
I'm done living the victim in disaster
Its time to end the battle for good

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Choices, Coping, Depression, Losing Hope, Recovery

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
25th Mar 2014 (#)

Being a victim is no way to live a life, good poetry.

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author avatar carly135
25th Mar 2014 (#)

Thanks

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