Scared for life

carly135 By carly135, 30th Apr 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3z3pbuxk/
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Violen, scared for life, depression, needa quit these drugs they makin me a bad person

Scared for life

Stress overpowers my everyday thinking
I appear to be afloat but secretly, im sinking
I feel so tired and run down
I wake up so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess
Stress is my worst enemy, its taken over my mind and my whole life every chance it gets
Sad, lonely, empty, thoughts of death reappearing
I needa get though this tough time somehow
I just gotta keep sayin to myself
One day i will be happy
One day i lwill live worry and pain free
Cause my life is tormented by nightmares
Suffering in silence
I just wish for myself to be in a differnt place a better, happier, healthy place
This destructive life i lead and paths i follow
Im invisible to myself and will soon be to everyone else
Total dysfunction of my hurt, getting harder to hide
You may see me struggle but you wont see me fall regardless of everything
Im trying to not give up and fight to live even though its hard to do

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Depressed, Tired Of Living, Too Stressed, Violent

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar cnwriter..carolina
30th Apr 2014 (#)

dont fall...stay in the loving and the light....

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
1st May 2014 (#)

Nice poem!

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