Selfless admiration

Iyona Haynes By Iyona Haynes, 20th Jan 2018 | Follow this author | RSS Feed
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Sometimes we pray that we can return to our first true love but life makes it impossible. If it is true love, then you will give unto it selflessly and think no more of yourself.

Getting over the past

Sitting here contemplating on what to do on this decision of whether I should come clean and tell you. Knowing that inside my heart all of the way I feel is not brand new.
It’s been 17 years that I have been able to steer clear of my fears of not being able to get over you. I’ve moved on and you have too. Never has time interfered with me not every once in awhile allowed me not to think about you. Wondering how you are doing, and praying that real love and joy has finally captured you.
My heart’s desire was always for you to be happy whether it was with or without me. Everything in life is not always about me. Still my heart you, I cannot seem to stop wanting. Remembering the gorgeous smile upon your face and how whenever I saw you my heart used to race.
The question still remains will I ever get over you? Probably not, for a lifetime I’ll always be thinking of you. Nobody can do the things to me you do. No matter what life brings this will always be my truth. I just thought that you should know how unforgettable you are to me, even if life has us in different directions swimming. Don’t get me wrong, this letter is not another sad love song, but when I feel something inside my heart, I never hold it inside or it will tear me apart.
My wish for you and whomever you decide to make your next boo that they will be able to handle you. Not just the intimacy that you give that makes a woman melt over you, but the sentimental issues that are so difficult for you too. May life bring you a whole woman in body, mind and soul. May it bring you a love that will never die and never grow old. You will always be my heart, whether together or apart. I want nothing but the best for you and I pray that while this happens that we will forever remain best friends too.

Sincerely, from the shortest crazy girl whom you ever knew.


Joy, Love, Peace

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author avatar Iyona Haynes
I am a Born Again Lover of Jesus Christ. I am going to school at Liberty University Online to become a Pastor because I truly Believe God has called me.

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