The Violation of Rape

Vernazoa By Vernazoa, 19th Oct 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3bc7ygo4/
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Too many people are victims of sexual abuse and assault. The statistics are 20% or more of the population of men and women that have been violated.

Pouting Women

Stripped of dignity and clothes;
What is his name?
I don't know.
The thief of hearts of the
family and self.

I hope he goes to hell.

This was the hardest act
I had to forgive.
I won't forget it.

I am tranquil now and honest
to my feelings after years
and years of healing.

There are a lot of women
that may read this under-
standing the same violation.

If you tell, you are threatened
of death, the old end.
After 22 years, I "told".

I wanted to find a shotgun
and flatten him.

My Migraines stopped after
I told my therapist.

Suffering with no one
to tell.

There were nightmares
for many years and loud
screaming.

He stole me and left me
limp.
A lot of women go through
this and some, later, have
a pimp.

20% of the population
is subject to this
violation.

I still want him to go
hell.

That's God's decision,
not mine.

I was five years old when
this happened.

Now that I am older,
I know he was sick.

It was me he picked.

I will sleep well tonight
because he is not here
and my door is locked.

Tags

2011, Clothes, Dignity, Hearts, Molestation, Nightmares, Rape, Sexual And Physical Abuse, Sleep Disorders, Sleep Walking Mental Health, Therapist

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author avatar Vernazoa
I write for pleasure and have seen good and bad times just like most people. I am a twin, I have a twin brother and I also have two lovely children.

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author avatar Buzz
20th Oct 2011 (#)

That was very traumatic childhood, dear friend! The person who did this to you can't ever escape God's justice.

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author avatar Sheila Newton
20th Oct 2011 (#)

At first, I thought this was a poem from your imagination. But the more I read it, the more I'm convinced it REALLY happened to you. I think rape is the worst EVER violation. I have a friend who was raped many years ago - and for a long time she wished she was dead. Awful. My sympathies and love go out to you, Vernazoa.

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author avatar Vernazoa
20th Oct 2011 (#)

Thank you Sheila, Yes this did happen to me. I did not sleep well the nite after I wrote this.

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
20th Oct 2011 (#)

Very painful to read this. I shall share your poem on Facebook Vernozoa, so many women struggle with the emotional pain after being raped.
I hope you can sleep better now.

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author avatar Delicia Powers
21st Oct 2011 (#)

Heart breaking... your strength is amazing Verna...

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