Victimized

carly135 By carly135, 25th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/bye5e0ob/
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every regret I take makes me grow upon each decision keeping me sane

Victimized

As I lay back and look to the night sky,
New realms become visible to my eyes
when I return back to reality, I wonder what its right to believe
facing this world and its fate
Depression sets in, destruction looms
Silence within keeps me sane
I must escape these fucked up emotions I have
life tragedies that leave mental scars
tortured by fear
a weakened state of being victimized by despair,
unrelenting depression
overcome by subconscious urges
time growing shorter with every regret
efforts subceeding, im losing restrain
for the hell I am living in, I wish to move on
and not endure all this pain and shit
I don't belong here, or do I ?
silent screams, decisions made, an opportunity missed
I know for a face death isn't the answer to everything
I just need to learn how to cope better and sooner or later my life should turn out how I once expected
happy, enjoying life, and seeing a purpose to life s what I wanna see

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Out To Get Me, Reality, Unfair

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author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
25th Mar 2014 (#)

Nice poem!

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author avatar carly135
25th Mar 2014 (#)

Thanks!

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author avatar Funom Makama
25th Mar 2014 (#)

Beautiful! So so beautiful. I felt your heart and was engrossed by the outpour of ur emotions. Great write Carly135

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author avatar Donald Pennington
25th Mar 2014 (#)

I've had to create my own purpose for living. I couldn't wait for an ambiguous "purpose" to be delivered to me. My purpose is now whatever I make it to be.

Good luck. Many of us here are willing to answer any questions you may have.

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author avatar Mark Gordon Brown
26th Mar 2014 (#)

The future belongs to those who have been victims and lived to tell about it.

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