Wednesday October 28, 2015

Laurie Childree By Laurie Childree, 28th Oct 2015 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3i8mahz0/
Posted in Wikinut>Writing>Diaries

The rains have stopped by feelings of blah have not. The sun is shining in through my window and hopefully my plants will dry out, but my mood is not improving.

Over Slept

I hit snooze on the alarm until 5:30, started the coffee pot and went to start waking up my little girl. Five more minutes was the common refrain. She used them up until 6 this morning before getting up to get dressed.

Missing My Man
Today I would be missing my man something terrible. It's been at least a month since he made it out to see me. It's enough to make me wish I could afford to rent a car for the day to see him.

The cost of a rental is not in my budget which means that
I am stuck waiting for him to be able to visit me. It is supposed to be this week, but I'll believe it when I see it. The universe is testing me because things keep going wrong and coming up out of the blue.

Housekeeping to Occupy My Time

I've hand washed laundry and done some of the floors. A few toys have been cleaned up out of the floor, and the laundry is making its way to the baskets to make it possible to finish cleaning the bathroom floor. I'm cleaning the floor small sections at a time since the entire apartment is done in tile.

Noise
I have turned on the television today just to hear the noise. For some reason, I need it today and I do not find comfort in that fact. I had gotten used to it being off for hours at a time, but right now I need the company.

What Do I Need?
I need support and help to accomplish keeping my head above water.

Plans for the Rest of the Day

I'll be cleaning house and hoping to see my other half this week. Today and tomorrow are the only possibilities of seeing him that come to mind off the top of my head.

I intend to write until I can't move my fingers anymore today. I'm in need of a release for the thoughts running through my mind and writing is the best way to do that.

Tags

Diary, Diet, Divorce, Reflections, Relationships

Meet the author

author avatar Laurie Childree
I'm the single mother of an autistic child a published author. I have a wide range of topics that interest me including personal finance, writing, self employment and creative writing.

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author avatar Fern Mc Costigan
29th Oct 2015 (#)

Hope for the best my friend, there's solutions for everything!

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