panic disorder

creativeblue By creativeblue, 28th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/1i9v20ph/
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This poem is about my panic attacks that i have been dealing with the past 18 yrs.

Rushing...

I sometimes face the value of my life

facing the true destiny of ever soul

consuming my own identity - letting

fear over power my knowledge of hope

control is my issue - i think to myself

will this pain ever pass why am i so

afraid of my past not the past when i was young

past of a future that lies beneath my

every breath i want to feel control of my surroundings

to walk freely against the wind

many times my heart races and i feel like

i am dying within some days

are better night time still scares me

though laughter is running out

of time - i still get a glimpse of a memory that wont

let me go even if i feel like

i am lost or alone.

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Anxieties, Panic Attacks, Panic Disorder, Poetry

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I am a creative soul who loves to learn and share my knowledge to those about working from home and talking about my passions and disorders as well.

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author avatar Sivaramakrishnan A
29th Mar 2014 (#)

In depth feelings well expressed. We are just actors playing our roles that keep changing over time - we react to situations - in the end, just tools - siva

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